The Truth About Me.

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(formerly "Leafy")

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by Lefi, Tuesday, March 27th 2012, 10:34pm

Many of you might wonder who I am, many of you might have read my intro but it wasn't as informative as some of you might have liked it to be.
Some of the things in here I was afraid to say, as well as worried some of you would judge me as a mental patient but now I'm somewhat more confident to talk about these things. It might help the healing process as well, so here goes nothing.

My name is Alex, and I was born in January on the 9th.
Currently, I reside in Ohio where I will for another few years until I go to college, where I'll go, I have no idea.
Many things have molded the person I am today, one was losing all of my friends in Middle School, another was being molested and almost raped by one of my ex boyfriends and being bullied for most of my life.
Being bullied has effected me much more than some would expect, it brought me to the verge of suicide many times, caused me to have many trust issues as well as mood disorders.As the bullying increased however, I cut myself, but I regret that
decision completely. I hate the fact I have scars all over myself and I
can't get them to go away, but as I always say, I'll live.
I had to be hospitalized 7 times before I learned how to cope correctly with being bullied as well as have medications changed dozens of times, but right now I have the right mix to keep me up and running. This year things went a bit sour with the bullying again though...Many people were calling me ugly, fat, disgusting...And I listened to them. I ended up become anorexic which then transformed into bulimia, I ended up living that lifestyle for 3 weeks before telling someone and got the help I needed. Still, I am facing that problem, but it is a lot less of an urge now.

On the brighter side, I've grown from these issues greatly. I understand a lot of people's problems and can help them to solve them from my own experiences.
I feel like the forum has really helped me as well, since there are wonderful people who are on here. I've met a lot of friends, and even joined a channel on youtube since being here. I really love all of you on here, so when I say I love all of you, I mean it so much. lol.

Hopefully this has helped you to get to know me better. ^_^ Love you all.

-Leafy

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by JoystickPlayer (Friday, March 29th 2013, 10:25pm)

I'm also born on January the 9th
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by NPStheBro (Thursday, March 28th 2013, 1:40pm)

your right yuza they should get...... A MOTHER FUCKING METAL SPIKED STICK UP THEIR ASSES AND HAVE A SLOOOOWWW DEATH BEING EATEN ALIVE BY 10 BABY PIRANHAS WHILE A DOG CHEWS THEIR LEGS OF.
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by Yuza-chan (Wednesday, March 13th 2013, 6:47pm)

Those people who hurt you deserve the worst thats coming to them, i hope they catch a disease up their butt and die, your very strong
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by RebeccaC (Tuesday, March 12th 2013, 8:36pm)

You're STRONGER than those who try to bring you down. Never forget that<3
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by Merixen (Tuesday, March 12th 2013, 5:31pm)

You are a strong girl, And I hope you can get some new friends to live a happy life with, FOREVER! (;
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by xEpikJakex (Tuesday, October 30th 2012, 3:47am)

... All I can say, blown away, I know I can't help it, but I feel so sorry for you. I honestly do. I could not imagine going through that. And you still standing? Wow. Good job and brofist.
**BROFIST**
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by Stephano186 (Sunday, October 14th 2012, 8:38am)

Wow Leafy I don't know what to say
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by CookieKiko (Tuesday, October 2nd 2012, 2:49pm)

It breaks my heart to read you went through so much hell, but it also makes me deeply admire and respect your strength in overcoming these things. I think personally that you are an inspiration to people of a similar background as you are living proof that bullying can not stop you from living your life.

I hope that lots of things to come in your life in the future greatly compensate all of the horrid things you went through and continue to live a life full of happiness and good memories.

My respect to you.
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by XAmaimonX (Monday, September 3rd 2012, 6:05pm)

Ur not alone hunny. Were all here for you <3 If there isn't anyone there for you in the real life, we, ur friends in the cyber net, will always be here 4 u <3 I've attempted to cut myself severla times, but I stopped everytime cuz I was too afraid that I might do something bad and leave ppl like u behind. Cuz I've realized that even I have nothing to live for, I can always make ppl like u ( and other random ppl ) happy by trusting in them. Or atleast give them some faith and hope. I believe in you and I'm always here for you. <3
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by Leafy (Sunday, September 2nd 2012, 2:58am)

You guys really give me hope. Like no joke. <3
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by Vivianfoy (Saturday, September 1st 2012, 2:29am)

keep on going hun what dosent kill you makes you stronger, its true
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by Your Drug x3 (Sunday, August 26th 2012, 6:42am)

I love you, Leafy. I am going though bulimia and cutting and Iwent though some terrible bullying but you're so brave to be open like that. Keep on going.
<3
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by 696HelloKitty (Thursday, May 31st 2012, 6:18am)

dang leafy. I'm pretty late on commenting this but i'm sorry you had to go through all that. I'm glad something positive came out of it. I wish you well in the future. Much love <3
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by Leafy (Wednesday, March 28th 2012, 2:13pm)

@ Milly
Thank you, I want to get to know you as well. ^_^ Maybe I can help you with things.
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by Milly (Wednesday, March 28th 2012, 11:19am)

I have been struggling with bullying, self-esteem breaking ex-boyfriend, selfharming and no friends aswell. Not as bad as you did, but it has affected my life aswell.
I don't know you well, Leafy. But I would love to get to know you better and I hope that if you ever need someone to talk to, I'm always here.
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by HisHighnessBr00tal (Wednesday, March 28th 2012, 9:17am)

Its maybe the time for me to tell my story for everyone too.
But i dont want the another prank XD
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by Leafy (Wednesday, March 28th 2012, 12:48am)

@Amnesia Thank you, I was thinking it wasn't the best idea, although...I wanted people to get to know the real me. But thank you once again, I really appreciate the comment.

@Left -hug- Thank you Lefties.
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by Amnesia (Wednesday, March 28th 2012, 12:24am)

Y'know, when I'm older and all, I'm going to do what Lucas does, if anything haha. People like you are my inspiration for that. I read through that and I was just like, "Wow." And though I may be a TAD bit late, I still find you pretty damn badass dude. Glad you came out with that, too. Not particularly the smartest thing, but really courageous indeeeed. I've heard a lot of these things from people all over, but I respect you for sharing it.
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by Left (Wednesday, March 28th 2012, 12:15am)

Wow, just wow. You are a really strong person, i know a lot of people that have been trough things like this, but not all of it together. Man you are a strong and awesome person *Proud*
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by mKeRix (Tuesday, March 27th 2012, 11:11pm)

Yeah, we should just ban everyone else!