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(formerly "Br00tal")

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  • Toyosatomimi No Miko

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Blog (64)

64

The Wisdom of the Weak and Corrupted.

Saturday, January 5th 2013, 9:46pm

Why do you even bother?
All your effort, all your time
was it really worth to commit the crime?
this time you screwed up, big time.

Your existence make me feel weak
you just told everyone you were unique.
She said suffering was everything
we never knew what future had to bring
for us, the weak and corrupted,
where our faith were supposed to be found in spring.

This article has been read 237 times.

Categories: Depressive shit

63

Memories of 2012

Friday, January 4th 2013, 12:00am

Its about time this happens.
I have almost been here for one whole year. The events during the past year changed me alot.
More than i ever imagined it to be.

There is only a few oldies left in the forums nowadays. Its so sad that many of the old active members that i kept dear has left this place.

This article has been read 323 times.

Categories: About silly people, Broarmy, Personal Life

62

greentexting on pdp.net coz can.

Thursday, December 13th 2012, 8:51pm

> plays touhou 10 on easy
> no deaths on stage 1
> no deaths on stage 2
> no deaths on stage 3
> no deaths on stage 4
> fucking amazed
> no deaths on stage 5
> 5 lives on stage 6, lets do this
> 4 lives before boss
> 2 lives on last spell
> dies 1 time
> bombs like a fucker
> dies one more time
> HP of boss 10%
> dies

This article has been read 152 times.

61

The Mizuhashi Syndrome - Arc I

Friday, December 7th 2012, 11:48pm

Everyone else succeeds but not me and everyone is better than me, even if i work hard.

The thought gnaws on my feelings, it brings me down everytime i see someone succeeding.
Because i always failed no matter how much i tried. I always fail, no exceptions.
I never had any experience or knowledge about anything that could make me successful.
Still people surpass me with minimal knowledge and effort.
It feels like i am wasting my time on something thats really not worth the time.

This article has been read 178 times.

60

The Mizuhashi Syndrome

Tuesday, December 4th 2012, 11:49pm

I dont even know how to start.
Its so funny that people barely know me, even if i been here since february. It has almost been one goddamn year. So much shit happened. So many emotions coming in waves all the time.

If you just were there. When we all were innocent and curious. How you felt so good when you contributed with something. It doesnt just apply here - it applies to everything we experience. At one point, you want more and more of it. But it wont happen - it will never happen.

This article has been read 169 times.

Categories: Depressive shit, IRL, please kill me now

59

#15

Thursday, November 15th 2012, 8:32pm

Under the Earth I rest my eyes, the reflections are shrouded in shadows, disappearing into the darkness.

The soul dyed black, the worlds of the past have since been lost, you cannot return twice after all.
No matter where, you fall in deep, People like this will die and disappear.
These thoughts will never be delivered, wishes to hinder, sleep in forever on the floor of the Ocean.
Holding my thoughts of never associating with others, people like this, should die and disappear. ...

This article has been read 108 times.

58

Discouraged.

Friday, November 9th 2012, 8:24am

Have you ever felt like that you try and try and try but always, somehow shit fuck up for you? That you never succeed? That there is always someone or some people enjoying seeing me burn and fail at everything i do.


This is practically about everyt ...

This article has been read 209 times.

Categories: About silly people

57

#14

Saturday, November 3rd 2012, 5:31pm

I wanna take you to Mcdonalds with a candle
Girl, it's my love you can't handle
I see you walking on the way home from work
Your Tesco tunic really drives me berserk
I'm for real - it ain't no quirk
My love is lurking the way a rapist would lurk
In a bush, or a car park in town
I bought you this necklace
It cost me 12 pounds
From Argos, Elizabeth Duke
Maybe you're the skywalker to my luke
The Darth to the Vader
Flip Over the Crossfader
I'll serenade you with a bag of space raiders
Or walkers or ...

This article has been read 156 times.

56

wtf? XD

Friday, November 2nd 2012, 11:44pm

Srsly wtf XD

This article has been read 185 times.

Categories: WTF

55

i like you

Thursday, November 1st 2012, 8:58am

AND I DONT KNOW WHY
NANANANA

This article has been read 120 times.

54

A Story To Tell..

Wednesday, October 31st 2012, 6:17pm

Let's go
No one ever said this life would come easy, For God's sake you just have to believe me.
I will go until the floor breaks beneath me, So place your bets, this shit won't be easy.
Go.
Why believe all the shit they said? This isn't over until I'm fucking dead.
So I'll let you keep your fame, while we all still stay the same.
And you don't have the backbone that everyone believes you do; So go ahead and talk your shit, I'll give you a reason to.
How does it f ...

This article has been read 57 times.

53

These last couple of days.

Monday, October 8th 2012, 10:22am

I am just venting and not writing this for someone. Read it if you want.
For a few days ago i was hacked on this site.
I am suspecting every possible scenario that could make my account unusable.
Still, for some reason it felt good. It felt good not being here actually.

And now when i am here, it feels wrong.
And i know this news will make some people happy.
I lost my willpower for everything.
Some people here enjoy my company and well, thats good for them.
I have them on skype anyways.

This article has been read 159 times.

52

Pewhou - pdp.net danmaku

Monday, October 1st 2012, 9:04pm

I am bored. Therefore im doing this.

Stage 1

Spoiler Spoiler

Stage 1 BGM - Black March "Invincible Army"
Stage 1 Boss - Major General Awesomeness "The Undead Commander"
Stage 1 Boss BGM - Judgement Call

Stage 1 Mid-level spellcards

Spoiler Spoiler

Spellcard #1: Little Army "One Man Army" - Easy
Spellcard #2: Little Army "Reinforcements" - Medium
Spellcard #3: Large Army "Offensive Stance" - Hard
Spellcard #4: Large Army "Defensive Stance" - Lunatic

Stage 1 Boss Spellcards

Spoiler Spoiler

Spellcard #5: S ...

This article has been read 510 times.

51

bend it, break it, steal it

Sunday, September 30th 2012, 8:12pm

I know you want me,
And maybe I want you too,
But under this light,
I question myself, am I good enough for you?

I think its stupid,
How we never speak our minds,
And even when we say we love each other,
We always seem to find...

The faults in my system,
Can only bring you down,
But if you'll take a chance,
Please take a chance on me…

This article has been read 346 times.

50

Moving on, to a chapter beyond the forums and into the real life.

Sunday, September 23rd 2012, 12:55am

Blog.
It wasnt yesterday.
But does it really matter?
Things happened and well, there were consequenses to the actions.
I once said, forgive and forget. But no.
Forgive, but never forget.
This will be stored forever inside my biological fort knox.
By this sudden change, i've been more able to focus on my real life.
It was more than a rejection, it was a wake up call.
I want to thank them for it, i think this blogpost does enough.

This article has been read 403 times.

49

Explanation of my current situation.

Wednesday, August 29th 2012, 8:43am

Okay, before we start, lets just hope that this blogpost doesnt get pushed down by all those (sorry for the way i express myself) newfag fanboys/fangirls that desperately think that pewdie is gonna read their abominable blogs about whatever shit they write.

This article has been read 252 times.

48

Oh, its you.

Thursday, August 23rd 2012, 7:43pm

everything you heard from me is a lie.
just imagine the fact.
because it might be possible.

This article has been read 269 times.

Categories: IRL

47

#14

Thursday, August 16th 2012, 1:07am

The blogsection gets worse each day.
This place is becoming less as a home, like it was before.
90% of the users are immature fucks that wont do anything correctly, nor even possible to interact with.
More workload for the team each goddamn day and i cant understand how this place will be in 6 months.
300000 users? Yes, its possible.

This article has been read 156 times.

Categories: Depressive shit, please kill me now

46

The Psychological Barriers: The Great Wall

Tuesday, August 7th 2012, 10:48pm

This is not about someone.
Don't forget.

I am safe behind this wall.
No one can reach me, but i can see what they are doing.
I wont let anyone inside, no one. Even lies should keep them away from my true self.
But still gaze upon me as a great wonder of our world.
There still there are people inside these walls.
I need to keep them away from the borders and cut all possible ways of interaction with the outside world.
Worlds cannot collide. Else the wall will crumble, in al ...

This article has been read 141 times.

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